War Syndrome. What soldiers don"t talk about

Collision with death, even random, and even more consciousness of one"s own participation in murder - what it is not customary to speak. But it is necessary to talk about it, the famous military journalist Kevin Sitez believes. This is the only way to survive the war, start a peaceful life without nightmarish dreams, drugs, non-digestion - all the fact that the author who visited more than 20 hot spots survived himself. Sitec asks painful, uncomfortable questions to the soldiers and sailors, with whom he met during wars in Afghanistan, Iraq and others and who agreed to share with him the most intimate. What is it to kill? What do you feel when they shoot you? Why are you sure of your right? Is it possible to forget this and how to live, constantly remembering it?