Финиш

All my life I lied for the sake of the only goal - to take revenge.
For many years was more like a mystery than a person. And so long I denied that I also have a heart.
before it. Until she made me understand that I am vulnerable and can suffer like any other person.
We paid for it. We still pay.
But she still encroaches on the worthless heart of a ruthless thief and a cynical bastard, which she once fell in love. That"s just I"m not the same person anymore. Day by day I reap the fruits for the lie that I pronounced, and for the mistakes that I made.
I know: this is my last chance. I do not want to lose her again, but the dark past is about to overtake me and destroy us both.
Perhaps I should again become the guy from the past. For the sake of our salvation.
Or maybe it"s already too late