Diagnosis of karma (book seventh) overcoming sensual happiness

"I have been studying for about 10 years, but I have not yet been able to change myself. I also have health problems. I used to think that an experienced racer should not have problems compared to a novice driver. Then I realized that the problems would always be, because an experienced racer has appropriate speed. My overloads harm my health, but also allow you to go to a new level of consciousness.
In my research, I went the following way. I go out to some step, then problems begin. I have to run into all situations and learn to overcome dependence on this aspect. Only then do I have the right to rise to the next step. I walked and walked further, and more and more dependence arose. Now, having seriously engaged in the theme of desires as one of the foundations of human happiness, I gladly saw that I had already approached the foundations of human, which was called the original sin of Adam and Eve in the Bible. So, we can hope for a certain completion of the system. Perennial work, constantly identifying new and new links, began to end, which means that you can go to newer, more interesting, large -scale levels. "
Sergey Lazarev.
2nd edition