Mr. Arasi"s freak show

"I recently turned out twelve years. Three years ago, a father left us with my mother, and we began to live alone. When mom died, I did not know what to do. The owner of the wandering circus, turning my head with beautiful words, persuaded to enter his troupe. But instead of Paradise, I got into hell. The life of the circuschka so herself that I seriously think of suicide. I do not sleep at night, I do not go to school and do not know what will happen to me the next day. I have all gotten from fear and uncertainty. What do i do? What to do?"
The famous Japanese schedule Suehiro Maro presents to the reader"s court the tragic history of the young species of Midori Zubaki, who tried to escape from the ugly world of circus illusions into no less ugly real world