Let me go

You love a classmate, you can"t live without a day without him, but it is impossible to completely surrender to this love. Because it is not accepted - the tenth class, and adults still consider you to children, because it"s just scary, you shake from him at meetings, with all the forces, with all actions show that for you no one. And the heart jumps out of the chest, when you see him, and the look burns you through ... This is a painful feeling of fifteen years, when you want, but you can not love. And you dream to let him let you down all: thoughts, feelings, and that the body does not have sweetly when thinking about him. You destroy from him in the far, in another city, you run from him ... but will this help physical escape? Will you kill yourself?