History of the mother

Is the birth of a child always happiness? It is not customary to talk about this, but it happens that the appearance of children destroys the family. It happened to Jessica and Matthew. Their marriage cracked when Jessica found out that she was pregnant. She was not ready for this, and although Matthew was happy, she did not leave the painful sense of incorrectness of what was happening. Motherhood did not bring Jessica the desired reassurance. She more and more plunged into the abyss of depression, experiencing conflicting feelings for her daughter: love, pity, rejection, fear. Jessica hates herself for these thoughts, but they are stronger than her. Is she really the wrong woman? But how to change yourself? What can help her?