P.S. I Miss You. I miss you. Renshaw U

Dear Melrouz!
When I first met you, you were just an unfamiliar girl. Then you became my neighbor. And a little later she made it clear that you would become the largest splinter in my side for me that I could ever catch.
You sang too loudly in the shower and spent all the hot water.
You were damn assertive.
You made my life difficult in every way.
But, no matter how I try, I can’t stop thinking about you.
tell the truth ... I cannot stop wishing you.
I was going to tell you this.
I was going to reject my pride, all the omissions and show you that part of my "I" that no one had seen before.
But then there was a recognition, changing everything, an explosion of such strength that I could not change anything.
I still do not understand how I did not foresee this.
Satter